Recently a guy went down on me and fingered me and it was so good. I had the biggest crush on him in high school and I felt like my dreams were coming true. Although while we were busy I felt like he had conflict within himself - and it's because he's quite religious (Christian). He went to help out at Youth the other night and said he felt like such a hypocrite being there. He assured me that he did enjoy his time with me though. He wants to start treating women better but i did allow him to do what he did and he even asked for permission to put his hands in places! I felt so stupid bc I should have known. I want to support him and take things slow as well but I also want to spice up my sex life! What do I do? What CAN I do?