in need of help, heart break hotel 💔

my boyfriend and I have been together for about 4 months now. I have a lot of feelings for him and he means the world to me. I am 15 and he is 17. Yes, I gave my virginity to him and I don't think I'll ever regret it. He is the male version of me and he is everything I could ask for: tall, handsome, athletic, sensitive, caring, loyal, I could go on for hours. About a month ago he got grounded because of grades and I know for a fact he is grounded because his dad called my mom telling her because they our parents are great friends (that's how we met). Its been hard because we had a pregnancy scare and I haven't been able to talk to him as much because he has been secretly messaging me on Kik. Two nights ago I had messaged him a long message on how I love him but that we should take a break because we need to focus on other things, 2 hours later he replied and was very heart broken and said he didn't want to lose me and it was all his fault. I immediately regreted it because I was just over thinking and messaged him again asking if I can take back what I said. A couple hours he messaged me saying that he doesn't want me waiting for him because he has no clue when he will become ungrounded after about an hour of trying to convince him id do anything for him, I gave up, and I think he fell asleep. I ended up sending him a loong message saying that whatever he does I'll be there to support him and I hope that we can try again in the future. I obviously haven't gotten a response because not only is he at school as well as me but I told him not to reply because it would just make me want to argue with him more. I am so heartbroken because I honestly love him and I gave him my heart and I've never met a person who has gotten me like he does. I don't know what to do and I would like some advice or moral support.. please and thank you! xoxo 😘

(p.s please don't tell me that were, "too young" for a relationship or love or that I was wrong for losing my virginity young)