Just My inner fantasy

i honestly want to try fun things with a girl. it's hard to find a girl who's open. i mean i can be a bit hard at opening up as well, but that's not the point. I've been having dreams of making out with girls and doing things with girls. Of this year i came out as bi but i never been with a girl and the girls here aren't really interested or taken or straight. I really want this to me it feels right as if i would be at peace, but i know i can wait until later.😊😶😶