Stressed

2nd year of college and everything but my classes is stressing me out. My boyfriend just recently broke up with me because "he's too busy with school" and I've been having to deal with bad anxiety attacks before and after the break up. My family and I just aren't getting along and I'm just starting to feel so alone, worthless, and depressed again. I've been trying so hard to find someone who cares about me just as much as I do them but every person I'm loses feelings for me or cheats on me, I don't understand what I'm doing wrong and everything just feel like it's falling apart at the moment.

I know this is such a "teen" thing to say but I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was in 5th grade and sometimes it's hard to control how I feel.