never had anyone.......

make me feel as bad as my ex just has! 😭 I have been having some issues with my manager at a nursing home i work at. I confronted them about my issues and suddenly for the last 10 weeks i haven't been given any shifts (I'm 0 hours contract) so to support myself and my family i had to turn to benefits for a little bit (not even 2 minths yet!) whilst i find another job! 😖😖 this alone makes me feel like a bottom feeder who isn't bothering to work but trust me, i have applied for upwards of 150 jobs in the last 6-8 weeks as it is! Luckily for me i was ofdered a job in a jewellers close to my home and obviously i jumped at the chance! I will be working 6 days a week 9am - 5pm tues - sat n sunday 8am - 1pm all for my two beautiful little girls! Being a bit strapped for money just lately, i asked my ex if he could give me the girls maintenance payment early this month, guesa what he said???? fuck off kirsty, if you didn't go out everyhave weekend you'd have money!! 😠😠😠 SERIOUSLY???? WTF??? He walked out on his daughters and isn't willing to help me provide for them when I'm doing the best i can until i get paid!! yeahhh, daddy of the year! NOT. I'm sorry ladies, my ex just made me feel like I'm scum of the earth and i just want to cry for what he isn't helping me so for his daughters!! once again I'm sorry, i just needed to vent xxxx 😢😢😢😭😭😭