Depression…

Hi. I'm not really sure how to start, this so I'll just say I'm 13 and have had severe depression for years. I have suffered in silence for years ( meaning I haven't told my parents) My parents divorced when I was 8 and then my dad (who I am very close to)moved 5 hours away when I was 9. I have had severe bullying in the past by adults (age 8-9)and current bullying by old friends. I just need help. I am an extremely talkative, social person, but my depression hits me so hard some days I don't want to talk to anyone or leave the house. I have no close friends or much joy in life. I don't know what to to anymore and I really need some help...

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