I need real girlfriend advice! ❤️

So this has been happening to me lately....

All my life I've always had more guy friends then girls. Perhaps because I grew up an only child and around lots of boys in my family etc. That didn't stop me from being so girly. Anyways, now that I'm older at 25 I've been single for like 5 years but between those years I've been seeing different guys, like going out to dinner kind of like having different bfs but without the sex part. Yes for 5 years no sex just doing gf/bf things with different man. Now I'm stuck in a situation where I have two guys in my life who really love me. They both know they exist in my life. Because I'm an honest person. I'm very open minded too. Well a few weeks ago I kissed one of the guys I'll call him guy A and this weekend I had a dew drinks with guy B and things went a bit too far, sex yes after all these years. Both very respectful guys. Guy B though turned out to be so cute, he took off my makeup, braided my hair, put on my pjs and everything before sex because I was drunk but still very conscious of what was going on. Yet I thought about guy A as well. I don't know what you can call this? But I don't know what to do. I'm also scared to be in a relationship because I have a son who's months and last year I was raped and that's how he came to this world. Both guys know this and they've supported me and everything. This is so hard. But I want to know some real girlfriend advice! And if anyone else has been through something like this? Good vibes to all and all opinions & advice are welcome! ❤️

Edit: Thank you so much for your advice girls! I'm really going to talk to both. And yes I guess guy B can be more of a sweetheart I noticed this weekend. What guy takes off all your makeup, your heels, braids your hair, helps you put on pjs? 😭😍 love to all 🙌🏻❤️