Ready for sex

I'm just a little bit nervous when thinking about losing my virginity, just cuz it's so hyped up and talked about so often, and I haven't ever done it, so I'm like... How's that gonna go?😂 But despite being a little bit nervous, I know that I wanna do it and that I'm ready. And like I'm horny all the fucking time and I'm just soooo dtf and just sexually frustrated 24/7😅 I just kinda want my first time to be special (after that, I can do more casual stuff, just not the first time). But I haven't found anyone at my school that interests me and I'm a junior already! And I know it's okay to wait and that sex isn't everything, but like... I'm so ready and I'm tired of waiting😂