So I had an argument with my aunt.She is a doctor,and good doctor,she even teaches in college..I go to med school..And we just randomly chated,and she keeps talking about money,her private doctor's office and college..

She hasn't got married and is finantialy supporting my family in some situations..And she makes lot's of money..I told her that I wouldn't like to have life as herself,and If I knew I will end up being alone and helping other people's childern with my money and not my own (my brother and myself) that I would rather do smthg else because I cannot imagine a life without child of my own,and I don't even have to give birth to that child,but I in that case I would adopt one...It just scares me to have life as herself. And she told me that lots of people will need my help and that I'm being selfish,and that I can't talk like that..

But,If I ever finish med school,I will help my brother and his family if he is going to have one,and my uncle and my aunt but not in a way to sacrafise my own happines and comfort..

I sometimes think that she wishes me to have the life she is having,and I would rather quit everything than be alone with no partner nor children as herself.

I'm so scared of being alone,I think that I would burn everything I earn and quit my college If I knew I would end up being all alone,and since she is controling every move I take I'' afraid that is going to happend to me as well,and I couldn't take that.