I have to do this AGAIN!?!?!

Rewatching The Business of Being Born, and I can't believe I'm actually going to do this again. It's crazy. Who elects to do something this painful multiple times? Once, ok not your fault, you didn't know what you were in for, twice maybe you thought the second time would be different, but three times?! The first birth was downright traumatic, the second painful but fun, hopefully this baby just falls out. Is there a learning curve? I guess my third data point will tell me.

Panicking that my hospital might not have my favorite pain management option by the time I give birth. Narcotics suck, Nitrous Forever!