I really need you too read this, please & thank you

I had an abortion on September 11th 2017, the reason for my abortion was because of the gender, I was 16weeks pregnant with a girl and I already have a daughter and definitely did not want another, I know 100% for sure if the gender was a boy I would of kept it with no doubt in my mind, my husband was very supportive of my decision and didn't care wether I kept the baby or not. I told everyone else I had a miscarriage. I thought I would feel bad but I still don't I really do not want to have another daughter and I feel like something is wrong with me since I have 0 emotions on having an abortion because of the gender. Am I crazy, I don't know who else to talk to. Please help.