I'm out 😢

After been sure it was my month af has arrived with a vengeance, so I woke up went to toilet cleaned myself up and sat and cried for an hour 💔 now I have to pull myself together go to work and put on a brace face in front of everyone even though I feel like a failure and I'm breaking inside, I just want to be a mummy and give my amazing man a baby to complete us and make us a family, he will be an incredible daddy and I'm heartbroken it's another month where I have to tell him it's not our time 😢 who thought it would be so hard and such a mentality challenging time when your trying to conceive, good luck to everyone else this month, I hope you all get your bfp, and please pray I get mine soon ❤️