My blue eyed sweetheart

I can just, ugggh! I'm not a relationship person at all but this guy makes me want to marry him

!! Okay so this is Justin we met when I was 14 he's 25 and I'm 17. He's literally the sweetest person every! He likes ALL music, dirt bikes, he loves cute fancy dates, hates to be called Justin instead he likes Riley, he's sensitive but also doesn't take anyones bull crap, he LOOOVES his black Women and hopes to have beautiful mixed children one day lol. I'm so in love with this man we used to speak everyday I mean everyday he tells me how pretty I am then we had sex for the first time and I may have fallen too much. You know those Facebook meme about tailgate dates? Yes that's kinda how our first time having sex was it was amazing he kissed my neck, asked me if I was okay when he put it in then when I got home he made sure I was okay etc. I told him how I felt about him a couple of weeks ago and he told me he didn't want a relationship while he was still in recovery he just wanted to have sex with me and only me. He lost his leg in a motorcycle accident a year ago which I didn't care about. he gets jealous about some of the things I do but he's soo friendly with every girl he meets and him liking only black Women is like a complete target for every black woman in a small city or county to like want to date him and talk to him lol I feel in complete competition with everyone