Im not sure if i should send this to him or not..

I wrote this and I'm not 100% sure I should send it yet.

okay, so reading this you'll probably be like "wtf? Why?" And don't think for one second that's not the exact same thing going through my mind as I type it, like we discussed last night, were drifting farther and farther apart everyday, you just sending bland texts and me trying to keep it alive by constantly texting, and just being a lil too clingy, and I don't want to be, but when the love of your life is slightly slipping away more and more everyday it's the only thing I can do to be close to you, I love you so much and you're honestly the best thing to ever happen to me, and I'm so sorry for everything that's happened, I know you, you know you, you know me, and I know me, were perfect together, the only thing missing is the magic. Whered it go? We lost it, we lost the best part other than feeling. Youre my number one priority and I'm your number two, and typing that hurts me, it really does.

should I send this? I honestly don't😭 know..