Cool- I expected that- but did the doctor really have to be so snooty about it?! She acted like all I eat is fast food and sweets. Then she goes off listing healthy things to eat: lean meats, more protein, beans, dark leafy greens, non-white breads, vegetables etc etc, and then says "do any of those foods interest you?"

Like BITCH!!!

I know what healthy foods are!!!

I eat all of those foods!!!

Like obviously I eat sweets, and a few unhealthy things that I realize I need to cut back on- but don't act like I don't FUCKING know what a FUCKING vegetable is. In fact a big reason I'm gaining a lot of weight is, because- shocker- I also eat too much healthy foods- which can also be partly to blame!! It's not like I've never had them in my life. And she goes on and on about the lean meats- and I wanted to be like "bitch I only eat chicken and get my protein mostly from beans and vegetables!! I'm not shoving hamburgers and ribs into my face!!! I eat fatty meats like once or twice a month!!!

Assuming I don't even know what healthy foods are- like just tell me to eat healthier and cut the sweets- I don't need a fucking nutrition lesson!!

On top of all of that I've suffered from multiple recurring eating disorders in my life, and now I don't even want to fucking eat- and I hate that, because I have a healthy baby and I don't need my brain fucking up my body when I'm supposed to keep my baby healthy.

Like show some fucking compassion.

I'm seriously so annoyed.

So glad I get to pick my delivery doctor, because I really didn't like the one I had today.