So here's my thing... trying to get pregnant is a secret, only one person knows well besides y'all now. My 9 year old daughter died January 2, 2014. This has been so hard for me because of course I just want my baby back. After an emotional roller coaster, I had my IUD removed on 9/11. I have four children, my oldest is 15 and my youngest is 10 next month. It's always been very easy for me to get pregnant but that was with my ex husband and I've had been on birth control for ten years. My fiancé does not have a high sex drive and when I told him which days we needed to have make sure to have sex he just looked at me. He didn't say anything at all. He wants a baby, that's all he talks about but now it's time to make one and nothing. Maybe I am making a bigger deal out of this and the change in my hormones are making me emotional but this seems like a big deal to me.