My ex best friend got married.

But we aren't you're average best friends. We were a guy and a girl, we met my freshman year of college, and I fell in love. Hard. Before meeting him, I had made no friends at my school. I was ready to transfer, and start a new journey. We met at a church event, however, and I just knew it was God telling me to stay. We did everything together, things that weren't my usual, and I thought we'd be friends forever. After freshman year, he left to pursue a new journey and fell in love with a girl he'd known since middle school. I haven't heard from him since. Yesterday, he got married. I'm so devastated.

While I'm happy in my relationship, and happy that he's happy, I still can't help but wonder if we'll cross paths again one day. He was my first love, and I don't think I'll ever be able to let that go. He was going to be my happy ending, but now I'm left to write something new, and I'm afraid to turn the pages and not see his name.