my babygirl scarlett jane smith was born 11.03.17 i really wish she was here as then i wouldnt feel like a failure people still sit around and act as if nothing has happened my family has forgot about her and im feeling myself slipping back onto depression her father barely talks to me hes been like that since we lost her which is understandable but he expects me to do everything for her he didnt pay for anything at her funreal and now he said him and his family wants a headstone up there instead of her cute teddy bear cross but what annoys me is that i have to choose something his family would approve of as well but me and him never talk about it i just need someone to be here for me but no one is i don't want to go back down the depression path but its so hard