Oh my.

I am almost 17 and I just found out that I am pregnant. I am a junior in high school and I have my whole life ahead of me. I am terrified and I am not sure what to do. A few friends know and they are helping me tell my mom when she gets back from her trip. I figured my missed period was just normal stuff because I had a very irregular period. I didn’t really have any other symptoms other than a bit of nausea and dizziness. I didn’t even think about being pregnant till everyone started saying stuff like “wow you’re gaining a lot of weight don’t you think? Are you pregnant? Might wanna slow down on the food honey.” I took a test and it cane out positive and i was in shock so i took another and it came out positive as well. I feel horrible that I didn’t notice it sooner. I feel like I am failing as a human. But I know now so I can get the care I need for my little one. The dad isn’t the greatest, I made a mistake being in a relationship with him in the first place. I’m terrified to tell my mom, but I am more terrified of what he will try to do if I say I’m pregnant. I don’t wanna lose my child. I’m already so attached and I just cantstand the thought of him taking it. I am scared and most of my friends are leaving. I feel alone and terrified