first fight

me and my boyfriend just had our first fight and i hated it, he even mentioned another girls name saying "maybe i should talk to jess,matt,ian or brad cause they actually fucking listen" and the thing that made me really mad was that he knows i don't like jess and especially will never anymore cause of what he said but the fact he said i don't listen when i "helped" with so many other things like depression and i listen to him talk 😭 and "maybe i should talk to jess cause she actually helped me" will always be in my head for the rest of my life and yes he said i don't help him with a lot of things like school and stuff cause he's in a older grade then me and i don't know half the stuff he does and he expects me to help him and i'm like how am i supposed to help or try to help if i don't understand the stuff u know. sorry this might have not made sense but i am aggravated aaah