Doctors Visit

I went to the doctor, and found out I am 6 months pregnant. I hadn’t really had a lot of signs and I figured that being nauseous and dizzy was from me playing sports. I am 16 and when I said the last time I had sex was March 24, that I was way more than 300% positive that I have only been with one person and that was the last time, they said are you sure you’re not confusing it with May or are you sure you didn’t have sexual intercourse with anyone else because most teens are reluctant to tell us. I said I know that I have never ever been with anyone else and I hadn’t seen the father in 6 months. The doctor said well either you’re being reluctant to tell us or your baby is severely growth restricted. I freaked out because he just kept asking me if I was sure and I wasn’t lying. I was raped by my father when I was 10. The guy I had sex with I was sure I was going to be with the rest of my life (I still want to be with him but my mom doesn’t like him that much) after we had broke up and I got into another relationship I said no stop asking because I will not have sex until i am married because I made a mistake the first time and I was terrified to even let that happen. So no. I told my mom about everything going on because she wasn’t there with me and said why won’t they just believe me and figure out what’s wrong with my baby. I was getting so mad because I hate being called a liar when I am swearing that I am telling the truth. When I got home my boyfriend messaged me and said his parents want him to take a dna test and I completely lost t because I felt like no one believed me and everyone was just worried about me lying and no one cares that somethings wrong with my baby. I went to the bathroom and just sat on the floor and started crying. My mom came in the bathroom and said you’re a mom now honey you have to grow up and you can’t worry about what people think about you. It’s not important because what’s important is your baby I said but the doctors don’t even believe me and I keep saying that I AM NOT LYING she said he was an ER doctor so he’s just going off of little information that I need to get to an actual OBGYN and they will help more. I said yeah but they said something is wrong with it and no one is doing anything to figure out what’s wrong with it. She said look. They are going off of the size of normal babies. She turned me around to look in the mirror. She said look at me and look at you, are you normal sized? Is your boyfriend normal sized? I said no she said alright so yeah your baby is going to be smaller than normal babies he will probably be a runt but that’s because his mommy and daddy are too I said what if something IS wrong with him we don’t know how big he is supposed to be. She said well from my knowledge of having babies runts have a lot of fight in them and if he’s like his momma he’s gonna be just fine because he will fight any sickness he gets just like you did. She hugged me and told me she was there for me and that she loved me and we laughed cause she was making fun of my height while cheering me up. (My whole family is close to 6ft tall. I am only 5ft. My boyfriend is only like 5’3) I have had a very stressful couple of days and I am terrified and a lot of people are coming to me saying they are excited but they weren’t even there for me before so I doubt they will stick around. A lot of my friends don’t like me anymore but the only thing that matters is my bestfriend, my boyfriend and my momma are by my side and that’s all I need. Even my grandma is excited and she used to always treat me horribly. She always yelled at me and called me lazy and said I was useless and stuff and she said she was so happy because I’m her first grandchild to make her a great grandma (I’m the youngest so everyone’s surprised) my papaw told me he loved me and my grandmas dog started growling at me as I was walking into the living room and she didn’t yell at me when I told the dog to stop instead she said “max don’t growl at her we will slap the taste right out of your mouth” which made me happy cause she loves her dog and she finally stuck up for her grandkids. Anyway I have no idea why I made this post I guess just to get it off my chest. Thanks for reading lol