having a really hard time

im needing some advice. i went through a missed miscarriage at the end of august, had the d&c;, got an infection and spent time in emergency. i got antibiotics and am finally starting to feel better physically and emotionally (i was a complete mess a couple weeks after). to add to that bad situation, our 1 year wedding anniversary was spent at emergency for 8 hours as i was in so much pain. its been 4 weeks since and i just found out my favorite aunt suddenly passed away and im feeling like i cant take anymore bad news. i am numb to everything at this point and needing some advice