Feeling down!

Lately I have been feeling more stressed out, more emotional and feel like something is wrong. I know it has a lot to do with a situation that is going on in my life that makes me wonder if it's all going to fall apart soon. I have talked to a few selected friends but I just don't know what to do. I'm afraid to talk about it, to be judged, to have others being judged for talking about it and all I can do is just wait and see what happens, but ever since I have learned of this problem in my life (weather it's temporary or not), I feel like I am going crazy here! If the new year could just happen, then I could finally move on to the next step, but I am seriously afraid what will come with the new year. I have never wished for the year to be over so soon in my life, and I feel like my heart will be completely broken once the new year comes. What's worse is I knew something like this would happened and that is why I warned the one I love to be careful, but of course it happened. The worse had happened and I'm stuck playing the waiting game! I really wish I could talk about it...