Homesick

Me and my husband moved to another city 3 years ago, (my husband is from usa and im from sweden) we are living in sweden. So i moved almost 900 kilometers from my home city. He started to study and been loving this life, he has alot of friends and feels like the future is here.

I have had a hard time getting adjusted, i have a couple of close friends down here but i miss my family. I missed my family on and off for the past three years and my husband is sick of hearing it.

So my husband is about to finnish school now and have started to apply for jobs, he would like to stay in the bigger cities of sweden or move to a different country.

I like the idea of doing something different then everyone else but im also thorn. We been married now for three years and have started to ttc. He is the love of my life and id do everything for him.

My mom is sick and this is not helping me in my feelings.

I really dont know what to do anymore. I so want to go in this big adventure with him. But will i forgive myself if my mom gets worse while im away? Will we be able to make it without the help of my family with the kid?

My husband is not homesick at all. I dont know if i can drag him to a small city and make him smaller then he needs to be.

Please no mean comments, i only want to see if anyone else have some other ideas then the ones ive been thinking about already.