Feel like Damaged Goods

So I had broken up with my boyfriend a month ago and I’m starting to move on. But when I think about the relationship, I see all the things that were bad and toxic. Everything was about him; he felt that since he had a bad childhood that the world owes him. I had devoted myself to this childish entitled asshole for a year. I feel like I’m damaged goods. I had sex with this person because I thought I was in love. He wanted to love his ex girlfriends when he was with me. He wanted to love the shitty people that hurt him which was insane to me.

I found someone else but I don’t think I’m good enough for them. I feel tainted impure for this amazing guy. He has liked me throughout my relationship with my ex. And I feel so stupid for being the stereotypical girl who goes for the jerk instead of the sweet guy. He was there for me and saw through him. He knew he was an asshole but I didn’t see it. I just want to feel like I can be with this guy because I am falling for him.