OMGoodness!!!!

So I'm 38 weeks and 2 weeks ago I ended up peeing in a trash can at the hospital because I couldn't make it to the bathroom and now I'm at home and having contractions and I had some gas and was trying to pass it and next thing I know I feel something hot and it's feces 😔😔😮😮. I am so over this pregnancy!!!! Good thing I have a panty liner on but darn. it's so embarrassing and my husband is helping me clean because I'm trying to take a hot bath due to all the aches and pain I've been having associated with labor but I'm not in active labor