I'm thinking about giving up

I think I'm just about to give up on trying to have a baby it just seems like it's not working for me me and my boyfriend been trying for a baby for a year and some change now and im starting to really feel down about this situation and I don't know what to do anymore it's just like why won't god bless me with a child that I'll love and take care of when it's people out here hurting their kids etc and it really makes me  emotional and it's starting to make feel less of a woman and it really hurts