Scared to go buy alcohol

Nervous is a better word.

I don't drink, I have drank before but I don't like to.

But I want to go buy some whiskey to make some hot toddy. Its a cold remedy that my nana used to make for me. It has honey, whiskey and lemon juice in it. Not enough alcohol to get you drunk. Just to soothe your throat.

I am so sick right now, I have no voice. I'm coughing up a lung.

I just turned 21 last month.

I look very, very young. I could pass for 14. So when I walk into the liquor store they're probably going to assume I'm a crazy ass 14 year old. Of course I'll have my ID, but I'm still nervous. This will be the first time I've gone out to buy alcohol and I know it's probably stupid but I'm still nervous.

Shit. I feel like a kid, I don't even feel like its legal for me to do this but it is.

God why do I have to have so much anxiety.

What's it like going to go buy alcohol? Give me the run down so I know what to expect.