Ever since I got pregnant, I feel like my emotions have been everywhere. I have been re watching greys anatomy and I cry pretty much at every single episode, even the episodes that aren’t even sad.

I asked my husband to start the crock pot because I really wanted to have a chicken gravy mashed potato dish and when I got home from work, there was nothing in the crock pot. You can assume I had smoke coming out my ears because I was so excited.

But yesterday, something happened and please let me know if I’m losing my mind. My husband has a sister who is two years younger than me and she feels the need to compete with me in EVERYTHING. Which is super annoying because I’m just living my life. For instance, I went to a silent auction and bid on a photo shoot because I recently lost 30 lbs. I come back and see that she bid on the same thing. We literally start a bidding war back and forth and I can hear her talking smack to her friends that she only bid on it because I did 🙄

For her wedding, she walked down the isle to the same song that I did, and yes she knew that was my song. She has always had this one sided feud going on, so over time I have grown to resent her because of how she acts.

She has been wanting to join the military because she is tired of going to college and wanted to settle down with something “easy”. Yesterday she got word that she’s leaving November 20. You would think that would be a great thing to hear, right? WRONG. My birthday is November 19, and his family always treat birthdays with a certain tradition. They like to go all out, wear the birthday persons favorite color, decorate the whole house, etc. we planned a fun day of the things that I had been doing to do since I moved to California. His mom informed me that they would be canceling all of my birthday plans and postponing my birthday.

I know that it sounds crazy and selfish, but maybe it’s my pregnancy hormones because I am so upset about this. I know that she didn’t intentionally pick to leave the day before my birthday, but it still sucks because I feel like she literally fucks me over all the time. This is my last birthday I am going to have before my baby comes and I feel like it’s been ruined.

Am I crazy, or would you be mad too?!