TTCing without the sex or sperm 😂

So my husband and I started " trying " in April. Since then August was the only month he was here ( he works away a lot on jobs and his schedule constantly changes ) for my full fertile week. And guess what ?!? Got pregnant

Then I had a chemical at less than 5 weeks, which totally destroyed me. I had to call my husband and tell him in one phone call ( I was waiting to see him for the good news) that I had been pregnant and miscarried.

I picked myself up and made a plan to drive to see him on my bday ( 5 hours away for this job) and coincidentally during cd 11,12.13 on the weekend . Got the okay from the doc and lots of hope from women on here who got preggers right away...so we had fun....

Fast forward 2 weeks.Well ended up my period was late... I had all the signs of pregnancy , from a head cold to acid reflux. But of course BFN. Probably ovulated later than CD 14 cause my 28 day cycle ended up 30 after the chemical.

So again devastated because I put all my emotions from my CP into efforts to try again and just feel so down.

Now I'm on cd 10... husband was supposed to be back next week ... but JOB IS NOW POSTPONED and he won't be back til at least Cd 17. I've spent the day holding back tears...

I could drive in the middle of week to see him ... board my dog and miss work ( which would be bad as I don't have much vacation left and I'm a school teacher so it hurts the kids to be gone.? Plus the stress of driving 10 hours. I also feel like it'll add more pressure to me but at the same time who knows where he'll be next month....

What would y'all do?