I'm a horrible person but...

I just found out that I am pregnant with my 3rd boy..

Don't get me wrong, I love my two boys with all of my heart and they are the best thing that has ever happened to me. But... I am sad. I really wanted this baby to be a girl.

I know that I should just be happy with a baby and that he is healthy (which is why I felt the need to post this anonymously, because people are mean).

It's just hard to wrap my head around the fact that this is our last baby and I will never have a daughter 😔