I feel so depressed now 😞

Heyyaa to all the ladies out there 👋🏻

I wanted to share my feelings with someone but I guess no one could understand me right now 😕 I am sharing my story with you guys.

Soo me & my husband are trying for a baby from November last year which got successful within 2 months and I got pregnant in feb 😍 which unfortunately lead to a miscarriage at 6 weeks. We both were totally broken and had no strength to get back at the tryouts. After a month when my periods came normally i.e in April, we started ttc again and till now we’ve not got any success. We both are dying for a baby now.

We live in a joint family and there are two brothers of my husband of almost same age and we three got married on nearby dates and now both of the elder brothers have kids and we aren’t and that kills me inside 💔

Every time when I see their kiddos I feel soo lifeless 😔 Its not something like I’m jealous of them but it’s very hurtful. When I see my husband, how happy he is with children, I feel useless cause I couldn’t give him one 😩

I could not share this thing with my husband because he’s very emotional and from the time we got married he wanted to have kids but I always denied him and he respected my decision. (Now we’re married from last 2 years)

I don’t know what plans God is having for us but whatever it would be I’ll respect ✊ 🙏🏻