feels like my husband is keeping me from my family

I just need to vent because this is bothering me so bad. I feel like my husband is always trying to keep me from my family. I live on Vancouver island and my family lives back in Fernie BC so about 13-14hrs away. Anytime I ever talk about going home for a week without him he throws it in my face that me staying home with our two kids isn’t a holiday... How is that even right am I not allowed to see my own family. It’s literally making me resent him and I have tried talking to him about how I think it’s wrong. Then my mom came down to the island and my sister lives about 2hrs from where I live on the island and asked me Togo to dinner tonight because my mom is flying out tomorrow morning back home. Talked to my husband nope he’s making another fucking excuse. What would you do am I over reacting. Like I seriously fucking hate him right now like I don’t even know what the fuck I was thinking being with him. Like how do I get out of this relationship with two kids. I gave up my really good job after my second child and I feel trapped. I don’t feel in love anymore I feel so repulsed and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to tell my family because I don’t want them to worry.