So angry. 😭

I have lived in my own for years. I am 21 and recently found out I am pregnant. My boyfriend left so I got scared and moved back home. Now my dad expects me to go buy him meat and do all of what I did before...after being vegan for 3 years and not buying or cooking meat for over two. He gets angry and makes snide remarks when I tell him no. Saying I have attitude and am selfish. It's so frustrating. I can't help but think and feel I made a mistake moving home. I would have been better off living and being alone. So down on myself lately 😣