My boyfriend won’t make love to me?

This is so embarrassing to talk about because it makes me feel like my boyfriend doesn’t want me or you girls will think that I’m doing something wrong, but just hear me out.

This is me and my boo. I’m Bryanna and I’ll give him a fake name, Josh. I’m 18 and he is turning 24 in February. We look happy right? Whenever we are together I literally have to beg him to make love me. Of course he’s happy, I literally wake him in the night with blow jobs, that’s how often I give him one. But in order to get him to eat me out, its a huge deal. I’d have to say some crap like “I’ll massage your back if you eat me out” and he acts like it’s a huge deal, like a chore. He likes having sex with me, we both are extremely satisfied. I don’t know why it’s so hard to get him to have sex with me. We’ve been dating for a year and about 6 months. It’s been like this since we started dating. How do I fix it, or maybe get him to see my side of it?

Edited:

I shave every 3 days because he like it to be shaved. He likes it when we fuck, he thinks the sex is amazing. He loves coming inside and like he is definitely is satisfied with our sex life. It’s just frustrating because I do so much for him: massages, cooking, cleaning and giving him blow jobs and the only satisfaction I get is when I beg him to eat me out or when I ask him over and over again to fuck me. Occasionally he will get in a mood and he’ll like throw me down on the bed and eat me out for like a min just to get me wet then fuck me. By occasionally I mean like once a month. Obviously he likes to fuck, he likes to eat me out. Maybe he just has different hormones or something? Maybe guys do have that time of the month, but for them they just get extra horny.