i dont want to be a let down but i dont want to give up.

My job makes me miserable. I get made to feel like I'm s**t at my job. nobody there is understanding. they lecture me on things to do with my lifestyle. they tell me I'm not strong enough and build some muscles. I feel so weak physically, mentally and emotionally.

I'm 14 weeks pregnant with my second baby. when I was pregnant with my son (now 6) I didn't work. I had the easiest pregnancy but this time hasn't been easy so far.

I have reduced my hours from 40 a week to 24 which starts a week from tomorrow but I want to leave now cause I am so unhappy. the problem is if I leave now that I will lose all maternity pay I am currently entitled to. its now becoming a question of my health or money. I suffer with depression anyway and have done for 5 and a half years. I don't know what to do. help! 😭😭😭