Hello ladies

So today I am on CD 63 and I’ve had 3 BFNs and no signs of AF coming. I’ve never been through this before so I went to my doctor today and she drew blood to test my levels for thyroid and hormone imbalance as well as some other things. The doctor told me today that she thinks I have PCOS. I am freaking out and have been unable to stop crying and feeling sad/depressed ever since. I am just asking for some advice on how to get through the feelings. I have always wanted a big family but it looks like that isn’t in the stars for me. 😩 I just don’t know how to take it and move forward. I should get my results by tomorrow but I am already thinking she is right.