Halloween..

Seeing these costume pictures makes me depressed my sons dad took him trick or treating this year where I took him last year. I feel like I totally missed out and it saddens me. He looked so adorable. (He went as a pro bull rider). I bought him a vampire costume and everything for this year just so I could have pictures of my own. All that matters is that he had a good time, but I hate missing moments like that. They grow up so quick. 😔😔 I cant help but wonder if he’s thinking “where’s mommy”. I don’t want him to think i’m purposely skipping out .. I just wish he understood.. and I hope one day he will.

There’s my baby. 💙 Halloween 2017 18 months

Halloween 2016. ⬆️ 6 months