Due to the cost of daycare we can not afford to send LO to daycare. So I have to switch shifts after 10 years of working it. I have so many concerns returning to working thirds. My Mother has agreed to come to my home and let me sleep, but she has been know to be unreliable. Doesn't show up or has been late in past while watching our older daughter. I need sleep, i have never been good on little or no sleep. I'm afraid that working different shifts will cause my husband and our older daughter to grow apart. I won't have to do this shift forever probably until LO will go to pre school, so 3 years. yikes!! Probably not that long, or I hope not. I feel by moving to thirds I will never get back on first shift at my current job. it's hard to get on it and stay on it. ugh. I know what I'm doing is best for my family financially but my husband says I'm selfish if I don't do it. Well Tuesday will start this next chapter in our lives. I have felt sick to my stomach for days. Words of encouragement and advice would be nice.