GRRRRRRRR!!!!

Well, sweet little miss AF is due to arrive on Tuesday! I took a test yesterday morning and this morning just to see, bad idea because it just gets my hopes down with 2 bfn. All my life I have just wanted to have a little one to call me mama. To have my own little family. But I really don't think this month is going to be our month, after 18mo of trying. 😥😥😥 I've noticed today I've been super emotional and getting super angry over stupid little things, just how AF likes to start showing her face! I've decided though to try to quit thinking about it as much and try to focus on losing some weight! I know I tested a little early, but just feeling a little discouraged. Good luck beauties!