Feeling alone...am I wrong?

Tay

So I've been feeling really down the last few weeks and it's causing issues between me and my boyfriend. Before I got pregnant, we partied a lot, drinking and smoking pretty frequently. Of course I stopped once I found out I was pregnant, but he hasn't.

AlthoughI don't care that he still does these things, I've expressed to him that I'm a little jealous that him and all our friends are having fun around me and I just get to sit there and act like I'm not miserable. His reasoning is he has to be financially responsible for the baby for the next 18 years and longer realistically so he's gonna have fun while he can.

But I just feel so alone...there's really no one I can relate to other than the people up here And on top of that my sex drive is gone and has showed no sign of returning. I feel like a poor excuse for a partner. I guess I'm just venting, but do I sound crazy or reasonable?