I can’t take anymore I have to get out

So I met this guy about four months ago and we rush into a relationship after someone I really didn’t care that much about and I broke up. Well I guess you could say I was venerable and I guess you could say it was a matter of convenience. But over time I grew to really care for my new guy. I like a guy who takes control and can be the man. I don’t mind you order in for me or telling me to skirt is too short. My guy is the definition of testosterone and muscles he’s all man all the way. And with this calms him being very promiscuous. I don’t think that he wants a relationship with someone else I just think that it’s in his nature and something he’s been doing a very long time to hunt and a primal way to seek out these females that he can consider a prize or trophy by getting them to get into bed with him. Now I don’t know how many times he has actually taking it to that extreme but anytime I see him on one of these dating sites or messaging a girl it just boils my blood I get absolutely infuriated and feel very insecure and unhappy with myself. Like I’m not enough. Along with the being promiscuous he also started to become physically and verbally abusive to me. I started noticing typical signs of an abusive relationship like him cutting me off from people I care about. We move to another state together and I have no friends here it’s all his family and I am not allowed to socialize really. I feel like if I’m trying to better myself and I’m starting to get confidence then he has to do something to shadow my confidence and keep me under his thumb. I’m 32 years old and I know better I know this is wrong but something has me staying in this relationship for way longer than I should have. I feel like I’m finally getting my strength up and able to resist him but he came over yesterday and tried to force himself on me and told me he doesn’t want anybody else and he would delete all the profiles for these dating sites. I’ve heard this 1 million times before. He’s younger than me by about eight years and I really care about this guy I know he comes home and lays in the bed next to me every night I know there’s nobody else he’s brought in introduced to his grandma or his other family members or brought around his children. I know this and I do love him I already know the answer to this and everyone please don’t be too hateful with your responses. I know you’re going to say to run run run. But I just didn’t know if anyone had been through a similar situation and stuck it out with their guy and ended up living happily ever after. I’m 32 now and I know relationships take work and compromise and that nobody is perfect I try to keep this mindset dealing with him and these other women. But I just can’t anymore it’s bringing me so far down I’ve lost weight I’m sad all the time I’m in a constant state of depression. I just didn’t know if anyone had any encouraging advice or could share their experience dealing with and and mature disloyal jerk like my guy.