So mad at myself

SO I GOT A BIRTH CONTROL SHOT ON OCT 10 ITS BEEN A MONTH NOW BUT BEFORE I GOT THE SHOT I HAD SPOTTING BUT WHEN THEY DID pregnancy test IT WAS NEGATIVE. AND I FEEL LIKE IT WAS TOO EARLY TO TELL IF I WAS PREGNANT SO I GOT THE SHOT. WELL NOW IM SITTING HERE CRYING WISHING I DIDNT. I FEEL LIKE I WAS GOING TO CONCEIVE BUT GETTING THE SHOT STOPPED IT FROM HAPPENING NOW I REGRET GETTING THE SHOT I WANT MY BABY. I SHOULD HAVE SAID NO IMA WAIT AND SEE IF IM PREGNANT OR NOT IF NOT ILL COME BACK AND GET THE SHOT BUT NO I SAID OK

IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW

I GOT IT BECAUSE OF MY MOM SHE WANTED ME TO AND I LISTENED LIKE STUPID NOW I REGRET IT