Just want to vent a little...

Hi ladies... I just need to vent a little, so please be patient with me. I don't have any children but all my life I have felt a strong desire to have babies and be a mom. I spent my 20s (literally that whole decade!) with a man who I loved with everything I had but he didn't quite give that back. He left me 2 weeks before our wedding and very shortly thereafter had a baby with another woman. I am now with a wonderful man who loves me but my greatest fear is that I won't be able to have babies and that I wasted my "good furtile years" on a man who threw my love away. I am 35 and afraid that it won't happen for me now... It seems so panicky and irrational now that I've written it out but that fear rests heavily on my heart...