The snitching heart 💔🤫

So every blue moon I️ get lucky enough to see what my boyfriend does on Instagram. while I️m laying on his chest he assumes I️m still asleep. however it doesn’t last very long because as soon as he stops on a girls picture too long to look or like it 🧐 ... my heart starts beating super noticeably hard 😩 and today he looked down really shocked to realized I️ was up but idk if he know why my heart was beating.. am I️ crazy 🤦🏽‍♀️ I️ would kill to see his dms 😪