How does one build self-esteem and self-worth?

A little background on fucked up me:

Since I was very little there has been tragedy after tragedy in my family... just to name a few: my dad committed suicide, my step dad was abusive, my mom had cancer right after my dad died, my mom moved on with her new family and I was left behind..and it goes on. Needless to say I have some pretty bad issues. I let my husband get away with SO much shit... did you read the story about the husband who has been cheating with Web cams and online chicks etc.? Yep that's my husband

My question to you ladies is this... how do I start to build self-esteem and self-worth? Every single time he messes up, I get such bad anxiety about him leaving due to abandonment issues

that I basically let it slide... Advice is appreciated. It's not as easy as you think....

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