Drinking and TTC

Ugh it’s so hard TTC because I’m trying to make vacation plans with people in advance (months to even next summer) but it’s like impossible because I never know when I’ll be pregnant! And my friends are already planning a trip where we will go wine tasting and to breweries and it’s so hard to say no to that. Ugh I just want to be pregnant so I don’t have to keep avoiding drinking for no reason!!! lol also I don’t drink often, just socially.