Feeling defeated and sad.

Well I'm pretty sure I failed, and just in time for the holidays. Before taking this I started checking my sugars tho because I was worried after failing my 1 hour. I never got a bad # after eating. Weather it was health or not. My fasting was a consistent 91 ( which is expectable but on the high side ) so I was feeling confident, until the last couple days my fasting was raising. I was consistently getting 100-107 😪 I knew I would not pass and I didn't. It's a Saturday and I have yet to see or heard from a dr till Monday. I know my numbers are good during day so I'm trying not to worry to much but my fasting is scaring me. Can someone talk to me ? Advise ? Some kind words. In need of encouragement feeling lost this weekend 😕