hi everyone so we r married 6 years. have 4 yr daughter and 2 month baby boy. well from beginning husband had problem with each friend that I had. all of them was bad for him. now we moved to other state and I haven't made friends because my husband not letting me to have. well he is not telling me straight "don't make friends" but with each one h has problem. one is lesbian for him with another one is bitchl another one I'm fall in love with her brother...... well I'm going crazyyyyy without himannnnnnn. I need some one to speak with to walk with . right now I'm feeling that I can't breathe

I'm going crazy with 2 kids at home 24 hours and nothing else in my life plz help me what should i do. my daughter going crazy also she is crying outside if she sees other kids