I've officially snapped

I've been emotionally abused by my parents for pretty much my entire life. I snapped tonight and stood up for myself. I've packed some stuff and my boyfriend is coming to pick me up. I don't think I can live here anymore or do anything. My father used to physically abuse me and im scared after what I've said, if i were to be in the same room as him alone it would start again. I've had 4 panic attacks today because they wouldn't leave me alone.